Incase you can't tell by my lack of posting any kind of content on here, I think I've effectively moved away from the hobby. I haven't gamed in close 6 months, and haven't purchased anything gaming related since even before then.
Along the way of a bunch of "real life stuff" happening, I realized just how truly, deeply, unhappy I was. I was using the hobby as an escape from reality, but that reality, ended up up almost making things worse in a way. I ended up discovering the Minimalist lifestyle, and it made sense to me to see, that I was trying to fill a hole in my heart with "stuff", and in the case, it was gaming. We've all seen it, the person that keeps buying, buying, buying.... but why? I realized that I WAS that person. (Even if I always painted my all my models) It was compulsive.
